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    崩溃ing

        现在是上午11点29分,从早上七点过十分起床,到此时我一直神志不清,灵魂游离了很远,想哭,想大哭!为什么倒霉的事情总累积在一起发生?而且是发生在一个人身上?
        爸爸出车祸了!不知道这场灾难是不是注定要发生?昨天我还在电话里狠狠的说了他,生病的身体刚好点,别骑个摩托满大街溜达,看着头发都白光的人了!昨天我说话真的不够温柔,哪像个女儿对父亲说的话呢?今天我一大早起来出去买菜,没有带手机,回来时看到N个未接来电,都是老爸打的,回过去时电话就无法接通了(是车祸摔坏了)!我以为没讯号的缘故,做早餐,开电脑,听音乐,做运动。。。。。。我以为是个平常的早上!然而,一小时后妈妈的电话像炸弹一样让我几乎崩溃!
        老爸的眼镜被击得粉碎,肇事车的车牌也没办法看清,小腿断裂,锁骨粉碎,浑身是血。。。。。。我真的不敢想象!急躁的老头已经昏迷,在手术中挣扎,我流泪,自责,懊悔,恨不得能代替他!为什么我偏偏今天这么早出门?出门我为什么恰好没有带手机?如果我能在他出门之前和他聊一会,也不至于就在那个瞬间碰上那辆该死的车!有时候很多的偶然,都能造成严重的不堪设想的后果!为什么今年有这么多倒霉的事缠着这个可怜的老头?为什么老天不让我代替他一回,让他少受点罪?难道这些事情都是必然要发生的吗? 
        我好难过,有一种急躁的疼痛,我甚至想让自己昏死一个月,不想面对,如坐针毡。。。。。。即使明天我飞赶回家,还是只有流泪,自责,懊悔。。。。。。
       
       

    七夕,七夕~

    七夕,七夕~~
    凄美而浪漫的节日
    去年的今日
    我还在流泪数星星
    今年的此时
    月光映衬恬淡的笑脸
     
    大街上颇有些节日的气氛
    然而心情并未完全舒展
    想到我的姐妹都在怎样过节
    无尽牵挂与欣慰
    数条祝福的短信
    没有一条来自闺密~~
     
    暴饮暴食的晚餐后
    胡乱在网上浏览老同学的博客
    人生充满惊喜和遐想
    从前为我所不屑的人
    现在都比我过得精彩
    小资语言,小资情调,小资生活
    完全蜕去了少年的印迹
     
    突然感觉自己的可笑
    一去不复返的年少轻狂
    不到三十年的时光
    河东河西
    渐行渐远
    人生自有定数
    我应该好好反省
    是自己不够努力
    是自己不够坚持
     
    一份让我愤慨的节日礼物
    精美的视频
    煽情的文字
    兀自挂在某视频网站上
    某人嚣张的侵犯了我的肖像权
    也亵渎了自己的尊严
    逝去的感情找不回
    请君不要把尊严也一并丢弃了
     
    我的生活波澜不惊
    请别指望它还会泛起涟漪
    我的选择是不是在冒险
    客观来说是个问号
    但如果我不坚定的选择一次
    我可能丢失人生仅有的一次真情
     
    既然早已华丽的转身
    就请记住那个背影
    不要期待再次的邂逅
    这个转身不是彩排
    人生也没有重复
    没有波澜的生活
    没有波澜的节日
    我深爱这并不华丽的舞台~
     

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           用QQ聊天,的确很耗时间的,但我还是喜欢经常潜水,虽然很多时候不说话,有人上来了,也假装没看见,做我自己的事情。
      可QQ终还是有诱惑我的时候,因为在好友栏里,总还是有那么几个“话逢知己千句少”的朋友,所以看见了,便不惜放下手头上正在进行的一切事务,不计较任何代价地攀谈起来。
      虽然谈的无非就是开心不开心,快乐不快乐,最近过得好不好,看似一些平常的话,说开了,便又是一场关于人生的激烈争论,有互相的欣赏指正,有相互的出谋划策,还有就是对喜好各抒已见,回忆年少时的无暇。
      虽然总是漫不经心,虽然总是娓娓道来,但时间还是一刻一刻地过去,有时也惋惜,便想匆匆说了再见了事,可总是发现还有很多话没有说。
          刚刚在网上和一个女友分享了她“精彩”的单身生活。昨晚刚参加完她其中一个追求者设下的饭局。
      其实,聪明的现代人,困惑的现代人,终也是逃不脱作茧自缚的路。
          一起赴饭局,离开,争吵,冷战,沟通,和好。。。。我发现男人越来越脆弱,而女人,却在这样的时候学会了隐忍。隐忍是一个很难过的词,我一直感觉。
          请不要误解我,我只是个容易满足的小女人罢了~~

    Grow old along with u

     

      I didn't know  the reason, Perhaps it's god who wanted me to meet him and let us be lovers in this year.

      My bf must be the sweetest ,cleverest ,most excellent person in my heart.  He is a little skinnycurrently,He has gained lots of weight ,hah hah ~.and to make matters worse, he is not very tall. since his vision is not perfect ,he wears a pair of glasses, but there is  always a sun-shine  smile on his face! Anyway , I have been fascinated by  him! I still remember the moment when he hold my hand, and we looked at each other silently with endless love in our eyes. It is really our destiny that we could not fell better ! At that moment, everything seemed to fall in silence. I could hear his heart beating as quickly as mine~

      After that, life became very wonderful!  We express our affection everyday in various ways, share thoughts, feelings, hopes and aspirations as well as hurt, anger, longing, and memories of painful or embarrassing experiences. Of course ,both of us have lots of shortcomings, but we always can contain much of each other.

      I have come to believe that our love because it is comfortable I hope we've got the something can make our love last eternal

      Though I feel very shy indeed after talking these words to myself! Love, I regard it as the beauty u have given to me which lets me happy, lets me crazy. All of these nice feeling  will always in my life, like the shadow which is by my side.

      In my opinion, Being loved is the second-best thing in the world; loving someone is the best!

      Grow old along with u, I wish!

     

    I love u!

     

    7:00am,very early!I received while switching on father’s message ,then I called back home, Mom told me that dad was not at home and she was too happy to express her feelings  in words when  heard my voice . I knew she  misses me very much! I suddenly remember that i seldom telling my parents how deep i love them,because it is shy to say them loudly in China.However.i indeed put them in my hearts always,because i know that i have only one father and mother in the world,and no people are much more important than them in my life.

     

    Every time,we Just talked about some ordinary matters, like the weather in my hometown and wuhan, their health, our work, love and so on. I know whatever I've met or done, they are the strongest supporters.

     

    As far as i am concerned,dad and mom are leading a calm and happy life,especially i always add some fun to them.Their health is the best wishes i pray for .

     

    After,I hung up the phone, and listened to a dolorous song. Tears almost came out of my eyes  at the  moment ~ I suddenly remember that it is really a long time for me not to crying freely. I can't remember. Just for my poor English ,write here be over~

     

    Anyway,I love u , my father and mother.

     

    Wish all parents  in this world happy, healthy and pretty forever!

    [Let's entertain!]花的测试

    选择YESNO,后面的数字为选下一题的题号。

     

    古往今来,文人墨客总是把女人比作花,那么花朵万紫千红,你是哪一朵女人花呢?

    > 做做下面的题目就知道了。

    > 1、你喜欢独自旅行 NO→3 YES→2

    > 2、你每星期都会去逛街 YES→4 NO→5

    > 3、你喜欢看浪漫爱情喜剧 NO→7 YES→6

    > 4、你习惯于早晨跑步 YES→8 NO→9

    > 5、你认为女人最重要的是婚姻 YES→10 NO→11

    > 6、你拥有很多的知心朋友 YES→12 NO→13

    > 7、你喜欢聊电话 NO→15 YES→14

    > 8、你喜欢时尚的衣服 NO→17 YES→16

    > 9、你认为经济是爱情的保障 NO→19 YES→18

    > 10、你睡眠的时间在零点以后 YES→20 NO→21

    > 11、没事你喜欢喝点酒 YES→8 NO→10

    > 12、你在家养了很多花 NO→10 YES→9

    > 13、你喜欢听悲伤的情歌 YES→10 NO→8

    > 14、你认为美是出自内心而并非表面 YES→9 NO→8

    > 15、你喜欢魔术胜于杂技 YES→10 NO→9

    > 16、你支持婚后性行为 NO→17 YES→A

    > 17、你喜欢和不同类型的男人交往YES→BNO→18

    > 18、你喜欢半夜想些伤心的事情 NO→19 YES→C

    > 19、你认为自己双重人格严重 YES→DNO→20

    > 20、你会主动向喜欢的人告白 YES→ENO→21

    > 21、你会定期作美容 YES→FNO→G

    > A型、茉莉
     

    > 你一定沉稳而淡雅,却在岁月的积淀中散发出不可抵挡的魅力。在你身边的每一个人 都会感受到你的美丽与淡定,与美貌无关,与年龄无关,确是沁人心脾的。

     
    > B型、玫瑰
     
    > 你一定是一份最永恒的时尚,总是以不变应万变的获得人生每一瞬间的精彩。魅力四射是不消说的,你的光芒是无法被别人盖住的,如果你存在,那么你一定会让自己永远美丽。只是有时要控制一下自己的脾气,谁让玫瑰带刺呢。
     

    > C型、勿忘我

     
    > 你永远用清晰的眼光看着世间的纷扰,却没有避开的懦弱,永远用冷静的理智看着情场上的春去春来,却没有逃避。你是有勇气的,勇气因才华变得更加坚定。一定有那么一个男人,很多年后回想往事,才明白你是他心中永不磨灭的勿忘我。
     

    > D型、牡丹

     
    > 你一定是雍容华贵的,即使你是忙碌的上班族,也可以从你朝九晚五的工作中散发出传统并高贵的魅力。艳丽如你,传统也如你,你不会放纵自己,也不会因为不值得的事情虐待自己。
     

    > E型、百合

     
    > 首先你是可爱的,其次你是善良的。不用想太多,做好你自己,你就是最纯洁的百合。
     
    > F型、芙蓉
     
    > 你一定是有倾城之色的美女,并且透露着知性的芬芳。在你的生命中,最不可能缺少的就是爱情了,你的一缕秋波定会令无数男人心生荡漾。然而你又是优雅并婉转的女人,不会有卡门的火辣,有的只是莞尔一笑,却一笑倾城。
     
    > G型、梅花
     
    > 从表面上看,你应该是坚强并保守的,甚至你周围的朋友都会以为你清冷得有些孤傲。但是你却是有非同寻常的热情在面对着生活,在你的心底更有着对世间一切最纯真的想法。你有情却不多情,你可以改变却不善变。肤浅的男人不会触碰你,走进你的一定是注定幸福的男子。
     

    Happiness~~

      I haven't updated my blog for a long time ,beacause i  became lazy.Besides,u  know i am in love with someone and i have to spend my spare time with him.Blushed~

       We met  in an  evening, and he  indeed talked a lot of things that evening, maybe I told him  that F2F talking was much more efficient than other ways. We know each other more and more.and I found when someone cares for you, and he would like to do a lot of things for you, even to express his ideas as possible as he can  in one time~~

        Recently, all my free time was  occupied by him, and I would love to stay together with him. We together do a lot of things, and both of us can find a great deal of fun. With more communications and contacts with him, I found he had a large number of advantages, and the feeling that  I like to stay with him was stronger than before. I realized that I loved him.

        One writer  wrote a comment saying that I shouldn’t mind whether a boy is lively or coy, if I love him from the bottom of my heart. I think it's right.

        I believe I am spoiled by him sometimes and feel  that I am such a lucky girl in the world only because
    his  appearance  in my life.
        Faint. Blushed~~~